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AngelaSmith2003
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Name: Angela
Birthday: 9/7/1983
Gender: Female
Interests: riding bikes,swimming,working with kids,living everyday as if it were my last before I meet My savior face to face,and doing my best to share God's love with family and friends and other's who are lost,before it's to late.going to the beach,trying to get alone in nature with God and spend time enjoying the quietness and admiring all of his beauty and every thing he has created for our enjoyment
Expertise: I am not an expert at anything
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AIM:  pumpkinpie2183
Member Since:
6/21/2006
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| I turned 24 on friday! had an awsome two days in akron with friends and celebrated by going to cf on thursday evening.went out to lunch with rachel amick and jake karam for lunch friday! came home and my grandparents took me to get icecream at the new baltomore Icecream place on RT. 62. it was a fantastic birthday! sunday I went to church and helped in sunday school even though we only have two in the class now instead of 20 or so like we had when I started helping out.after going out for lunch with the grandparents my dad and I stopped at a daycare so that I could pick up an application to fill out.I am going to get that filled out ASAP and turned back in ASAP and hope that I get hired.my relationship with God is really starting to slowly but surely get back to where I am solely deppending on him and he is starting that fire in my heart again.I am so glad that when things go wrong or we give up and quit on other's at times,I am glad that God is always faithful and never gives up on us no matter how much we really deserve it.things have been weird for me alot in the past several weeks but God is Good and he is helping me to see that,even though things could have been fine,that he knows whats best for me and that I just need to trust him.I don't know why things happened the way they did but God has really taught me a lot recently about myself and how I relate to others,and also alot of tough situations. there has been alot of hurt with a friend of mine and myself and unfortunatly the friendship sank,and I admit I was twice as much to blame as the other party,but I do believe my wounds have just about healed and I hope my friends has too. For all those that wished me a happy birthday I want to thank you very much you all made it really special for me,I lvoe you all and this was the best one I have ever had and nothing can beat this one! Simply amazing is all I have to say about this one! there's just no words to describe how much you all mean to me. I see so much of God's love shining through out all of your lives and hearts and words every time I am hanging out with you all! I feel loved and encouraged so much. See alot of you there on thursday in cf!  | | |
| Where is my life going?
Having a whole lot of different struggles,basically with myself,and my stupid emotions!
I do not know what I want in life anymore,or maybe I never really did to begin with?!
I am a complicated person in every aspect of the word!
If I really don't know myself,how am I supposed to let others in and get to know the REAL me?
I know I am not alone but then why do I always feel so alone even when I know I have God with me all the time?
Where did the fire in my heart go for God? Why do I feel so cold, and rock hard in my heart /soul now?
There used to alway's be a smile on my face,I used to be happy
with my life when I was growing up, where has it gone??????!!!!!!!!!!
thats only a small portion in my heart of what I am asking God to
reveal to me every day as I struggle yet try to live for him
everyday of my life untill he eaither returns for us or calls us home!
GOD PLEASE HELP ME, BRING ME BACK TO YOU AND YOUR PRESENCE ONCE AGAIN!
REKINDLE THE FIRE AND PASSION THAT ONCE BURNED SO DEEP WITHIN MY HEART AND MY SOUL
Please show me how to be happy again,God Please
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| Temptation
1st timothy chapter 6
Fight the good fight of faith!
What am I chasing after in my life?
Am I chasing after the wrong thing/things in my life?
God Wants to use me to further His Kingdom!
Who or What am I following after in my life?
What or Who am I faithful to?
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| EASTER IS COMMING UP IN JUST A FEW SHORT DAY'S
the story of easter
I look around and even look at my own life and can't help but ask the question?
Have we Forgot in all the hussle and bustle of our everyday lives and scheduele's,
WHO God really is and What Easter and Palm Sunday and all the rest of
the holiday's that we celebrate our creator is really about? Or have we
become so used to all of that just being a routine in our lives when it
comes time to celebrate. that we forget what and why we are doing
it? Why am I/we at times in our lives when things don't go as we
think they should or would like them to, so quick to point the finger
at God and say this thing here/this situation right here God it's all
your fault? Oh I pray that we would remember not just at this
time of year but every day as well,that God Came to this earth as a
babe at christmas time,and grew up and rode into Jaruselem on palm
sunday on a donkey and walked up that hill called mount calvary
and was beaten and bruised and spit upon,had a spear/sword rammed into
and pierce his side and three nails hammer'd into his flesh as well one
in his feet,and one in each of the palm of his hands,then had a crown
of throns placed upon his head and jammed down upon his head and blood
flowing from him from head to toe.
I wonder What am I/we doing with Jesus this easter? have we become so
cold,so angry,so stubborn twards him and his love for us that we try to
do things on our own and solve our own issues and forget God and try
and tell ourselves that I'll be fine I don't really need him?
Oh my friends if we push God away,and tell him we don't need him for anything we are in major trouble for sure!
we have a choice this easter season,and everyday of our lives and the
choice is yours,what are you doing with Jesus have you or are you
chooseing/ chosen to accept him or turn away from him and reject him in
your life?
I pray everyone will choose to accept him this easter if you don't
already have a relationship with him,or if you do but you still are
living your old life and you or other's can't see a change in the way
you talk or live,I pray that you'll let God break your heart and break
down any walls that you have built to keep him and other's from getting
to know the real you.
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YEAAAAAAAAA! A FRIEND OF MINE THAT I WENT TO HIGH SCHOOL
WITH,THAT KNEW I WAS A CHRISTIAN,BUT SORTA MADE FUN OF ME FOR IT,OR
DIDN"T WANT TO HEAR ABOUT GOD,FINALLY ASKED GOD INTO HIS LIFE THIS PAST
WEEK AND GOT SAVED AND TODAY CAME TO CHURCH WITH HIS NEIGHBOR THAT
BROUGHT HIM,AND JOINED THE CHURCH AS A MEMBER NOW!!!!!!! THAT MAKES ME
SO EXCITED AND SO EXSTATIC BEYOND BELIEF FOR HIM!  THANK YOU GOD,YOU AMAZE ME MORE AND MORE ALL THE TIME AND EVERY DAY
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.HELP ME TO KEEP MY FAITH IN YOU AND TO TRUST YOU
MORE AND MORE EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE,FOR I KNOW YOU WILL NEVER LET ME DOWN
EVEN WHEN OTHERS DO.BECAUSE THAT IS WHAT YOU PROMISED AND YOUR WORD
SAY"S IT.
HELP ME LORD IN THE TIMES WHEN I FALL AND DOUBT YOU!
HELP MY UNBELEIF OH GOD as the HYMN SAY"S
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